Quando corpus morietur

024

2009-11-21T22:20:05Z

I... I really shouldn't be thinking of this. I want to. I want to go home to Chibiusa-chand papa.

Papa. I miss you so much.

[ooc; POSSIBLY. I've been debating to bump her up to Super season, only problem is. Yes. A tiny Hotaru might return in place. edit; oh lol. I will also go either way with her as a victim or someone to become in return :D;;]

023

2009-11-09T21:36:55Z

I'm fully rested from yesterday. I see the time has came once again to offer my help to anyone who needs it. Lilith-san, if that's alright with you, of course. I... I can heal or fetch anything if a doctor needs it. I'd like to help in any way possible.

There was a poor woman out in Xanadu - she was like a ghost, in a way. I really icy ghost. I hope she's alright, she seemed to be of great importance, being tricked and sealed like that. People can be so cruel.

But that seems to be one of the smaller worries in that place.

[ooc; Hotaru released Jadis yesterday :|b. She's a little reluctant to say her name, won't divulge anything, unless you've been on really friendly terms?]

022 - Anonymous post sob

2009-11-06T03:35:55Z

I really am afraid that I'll hurt some of you very badly. And that I never remember it. Sometimes I wonder if it's better if I push all of you away, so it never happens.

What I'm afraid of most is myself. How much more can this body take, I wonder.

[ooc; Lol, affected, but I'm sure there's SOME indications of Hotaru in there, but for the most part, anonymous. And it's sadly something she's been wanting to say for a while]

021

2009-11-01T02:24:58Z

Um. Ara, Di Di-san, I hope that I helped you and that you're healed. Huey-chan, are you okay, too?

Well, I- ...

Hello?

[ooc; GO WILD. Although only limitation is that don't tell her about Mistress 9, since she's still not towards the end of the season :D]

020

2009-10-30T00:11:58Z

.. Oh, no.

Does this count as overreacting? I think this might. Especially if it's one of those moments where you have a bad feeling in your stomach.

I...

I can heal. I mean- anyone that is hurt, I can heal by touch. I'd be glad to help. Please tell me I'm overreacting.

This month is so horrible! I wish it would end, already.

Minna-san... you're okay, right?

019 - Voice (and I will look down and whisper "no")

2009-10-24T06:34:29Z

~~Nobody cares... Nobody cares but me.~~

Filthy, disgusting criminals. This place lets them run rampant and free, and justice is never exacted out. Instead of relying on shabby police force, we need to take back our safety with our own hands. We need to show them who's boss. Evil must be punished. Must never compromise.

[ooc; Genre switch. From magical girl shojo from a mini Batman/Rorschach comic vigilante. No, she won't kill anyone >_>; she's not strong enough. My brain hurts. XD]

018 - Accidental video

2009-10-15T06:15:27Z

[The video cuts in with a little girl in pajamas, huddling against the wall, holding her chest. By the looks of it, it's a wonder if she can even standing against the wall, due to her labored breaths. She's squared off with an older male, unfortunately]

I- please... leave me alone! I- I'm really... s- sorry... I- I di-didn't m-mean... t- to bother you!

[She looks dazed for a few seconds, but Hotaru decides to take off, and run]

N- NO! STOP FOLLOWING ME! GO AWAY! Ah...!

[Feed cut!]

[ooc; Stumbled outside to see what was going on and tried to help someone. Hotaru won't get nommed on for the fact that something like this will spook her enough to have her conscious mind slip and Mistress 9 to come out and violently react to someone attempting to eat her host. If anyone is INTERESTED in perhaps rescuing the poor kid and possibly accidentally get maimed, by all means :). Figured it was due time for that other part of her personality to snap.]

017 - voice post

2009-10-12T21:31:36Z

[Sing song] Hueey-chaaan~!

I found Twix! Uhm. I didn't know how much, but- I got one of those Halloween bags?

Is that bear still loose? It looks really harmless, I don't understand...

[ooc; why would you want to threadjack her? look at that face? ~~Go wild~~.]

016

2009-10-08T19:38:44Z

Would any of you really persecute someone for something that was out of their hands...? If they had no control over something?

Isn't what matters that they regret what they've done? Tell me what is more human than regret.

015

2009-10-05T23:57:42Z

Whatever that is...

I must be imagining things. ~~I don't feel these types of things. There's nothing special about me.~~

It's just really cold.

[OOC; Mistress 9 doesn't approve of your heart-taking, therefore, Hotaru's been having a hard time sleeping. If you confront her about the last few posts, she's not.. going to remember. orz]

014

2009-10-01T02:09:10Z

[Calm, disoriented, and very timid, a voice smooths out into a tone carrying fatigue]

I can't... do this anymore. N- not.. without papa. I've hoped for so long you would come back for me.

[Shaky, as if on the verge of tears] I shouldn't wonder how long I'll last here. Please, papa... hurry.

[Slight pause, a sigh... and then silence. Until she speaks once more, in something... strange. It is her voice, and her mind, but with hidden under the surface of someone else speaking]

I need him. I cannot hold this body together without his help.

013

2009-09-30T03:51:22Z

I hope everyone realizes aside from "brain freeze", all this sugar intake will only do you so much. After a while, your blood sugar will crash and it will hit you very, very hard.

A- at least keep this in mind for the rest of the duration of the day?

012

2009-09-29T02:36:33Z

Ah-

It's almost not fair. I would really like to have Soba.

I went to the store in the square...

There's a bunch of goodies, I found, and the even have my favorite!

Neeeh, it's a little pricey for a whole package.

But the rice cakes are cheaper! I bought a pack of the mango kind.

Ara, I've always liked to earn my own money, but... that's just not possible sometimes, is it? Mm.

[ooc; Rofl. I took pictures of a Japanese grocery store solely for a Poly post. Go me!]

011

2009-08-06T02:38:16Z

It's not too cold or too hot tonight. Summer is going to go away soon. But if it's at all possible, there's semblance in sitting outside on the grass at night, and looking at the stars.

Though that might be... out of place to say, especially right now.

Is everyone else okay?

~~When I got strength that is.~~

010 - Accidental voice post

2009-07-19T02:14:02Z

[ The sound of glass absolutely SMASHING in the background, follow by a large clatter, and a small scream!]

... Wh- what was that?! Wait-

[Long silence, and then the sound of Hotaru turning around and running for cover]

009

2009-07-07T02:55:03Z

I'm sorry to bother you, but...

I was wondering... Uhm. If it was okay to take you up on your offer? Haruka-san was really suggestive of it, and I don't want to worry her any further.

It's so strangely quiet, and the streets are calm today. Isn't it weird how this place transitions between odd days and normal ones? I wonder if everyone that's pulled from home doesn't even cause as so much as a ripple in time. There's supposed to be periods, too, in astrology, when planets move to retrograde or into houses -- does that happen here? What good are periods in time where the old doesn't die and the new begins.

008

2009-07-04T07:06:03Z

... Uhm. It's awfully late... sh- shouldn't some of you be sleeping? Please keep it down.

007- [Voice Post]

2009-06-26T17:56:39Z

Unh. [Some slight muttering here] My face looks like a waffle, now.

It's hotter here than at home, I think it's making me sleeper than normal. Is that possible? I'm actually wishing for once I didn't have clothing other than black.

006

2009-06-24T04:08:24Z

... How suffocating.

005 - Voice post.

2009-06-21T16:19:19Z

That's not funny.

It's really not at all funny. It's a cruel joke. Papa- No. I- If this were really true- If he was really here... I know he wouldn't-

Do I... fall for this kind of fodder? Shall I throw myself into this?

Or should I really spend the day tormenting myself by believing it to be real?

004

2009-06-20T04:59:59Z

That's just-

If they're not human, but they treat others nicely, how can that make them bad? Could there be a part of them still human, too?

Even if they hurt others... maybe, just maybe.

[ooc; Reference! Don't mind her, she's just confused and it hits that darker half >_>;]

003 - text.

2009-06-19T02:20:27Z

not very fair. but it will go away in a few more hours

hard to concentrate

002

2009-06-17T04:30:41Z

Uta-san, Kitty-san, Promise-san, Rokuta-san, Haruka-san, and a few others I never got the chance to get their names.

My deepest thanks and gratitudes for helping me upon arrival! I don't know how to thank any of you, other than that. Especially Haruka-san for offering me a place to stay. It's good to at least see someone from home is here, too. Is it bad I am torn between wishing my father here and that he stays?

The curses from this weekend make it very difficult to tell who is who, now. How is that? A few were younger than they appeared, and now they're older than they seem to be. Or there were a few saying things they never meant to say; It makes me wonder about a man who was talking about a war resistance.

It's a little alarming, don't you think? Maybe it's a very bad thing for me to wonder what's real and what's not.

I talked to a boy over the weekend, too, dear journal. I might have gotten ahead of myself, but he made a comment about me forgetting something. I don't remember feeling dizzy, so it might have not been an attack. What really concerns me is if things like this continue to happen, it'll make it more difficult to tell if I have a fit or not. I am, after all, in a world that distorts time and minds.

I feel really sick. More than usual right now...

[ooc; Guys, I'm really, really sorry about the dropped tags. Like I said, I got slammed Friday, and it kind of went down hill from there, thanks to a lot of family drama. Hotaru will likely stay with a canon mate, but she'll pester people to death that she's spoken to. HI, abandonment issues. If I get scarce again, feel free to IM me -- it's the quickest way to get to me D:! ALSO, note to fabulous Haruka-mun? Mistress 9 is giving her grief because something feels ~off~ for them both, feel free to notice!]

001 - REDUX

2009-06-11T14:45:36Z

[Hushed, panicked voice of a small girl]

... Chibiusa-chan? Where are you? I- I'm really sorry if I made you mad, I mean-

This isn't a very funny joke, you know. I thought we were going to walk home to my house, but... this doesn't look like my neighborhood at all. Oh, no... not again. I didn't mean to this time, I-

[Sound of someone fiddling with a device- wait, was this thing attached? A few seconds of silence can indicate she's staring at it, trying to make out what this is. Then it dawns on her!]

... Ah? Is this some sort of radio thing, right? Uhm... excuse me... I- I would really appreciate if someone could tell me where I'm at. [A small pause, her voice drops as if she's fighting back tears] I'd like to get home to my father, he'll be very worried about me, and I don't want to upset him.

[ooc; if I disappear, chances are I've gone to work, BUT! Will reply when I get home.]

055

2008-12-18T01:50:31Z

Please tell me that wasn't a dinosaur.

[ooc; Aaha DX sorry for the drop tags, but I fell asleep soon thereafter ._.; If I do it again, just kick me on Wrath of Aset or of Domremy via AIM!]